Found this treasure of a podcast from 7 lamb productions and has brought tears and laughter to me non stop . Chapter 15 The one thing missing has been one of my all time favorite . I relate to Nico so much ,after loosing my mom 27 yrs ago in a car accident I was always mad at my self blaming myself and feeling that I didn't deserve to live my life to the fulliest. This Episode has truly helped me forgive my self . Thank you so much for such an amazing podcast.